I think I treat my dogs better than I treat myself.

Indeed. I never deny that I'm such a lazy person. I feel hungry most of the time, but I am too lazy to prepare meals, someone either get food for me or I can just lying there waiting for Heaven's call. 8 times out of 10, my Milo drinks are prepared by my sister or my mom. That is why I am darn thin, someone even asked if I have Anorexia, &*$%&#@!8! 

Have no idea what is the meaning of Anorexia? View to understand.

Although I'm a lazy human to prepare meal for myself,  but I would never forget to refill my dogs' bowl with biscuits and treats.

So during this fine day, went to Pet Safari, Ikano Power Centre to shop for their new toys and canfoods. It's my favorite spots for shopping.

You'll find all sorts of animals and animal-related stuff here. They have snakes, dogs, sugar gliders, birds, hamsters, fishes, spiders, and most of the animals that we can pet at home.

Not sure if all these shells are fake, but the little crabbies are real.

Cat Department.

Dog Department.

Premium can-foods. Generally it only consists meat without organ parts.
 But I didn't check out if these consist any of that.

Can feed the dogs as healthy treats.

Mas Kargo runs an animal hotel too, nearby KLIA.

Tel: 03-77252257

Membership card. 5% off for purchase up to RM20.

Lamb and Rice flavor is recommended for their growths.

Most of the dogs allergic to chicken meat.


Joker : Certainly. Obviously.

One can for portion of 4 dogs.

From left,counter clockwise : Biggest portion for Mumble, another one for Roche, The smaller portion for Gambit and the smallest one for Joker.

Done. Ready to serve.

One of the best meals for my dogs.

Sometimes it costs me a bomb. I understand can-foods or toys aren't the necessity. I just did my best to comfort them, imagine if you eat the same meal 3 times a day, 7 days a week, what would you feel? I will mix the can-foods with the biscuits occasionally but the healthy treats are fed every night.
Dogs are man's best friend
I am grateful that I am Seremban kid, I grew up there. Two of the best towns of Malaysia just an hour away from my house. One to the North, another one to the South. Basically, I thought that it's very common, or should I say generally people know what places to visit when we're in this historical city. I was so wrong when I finally realized that some of them have no idea what is Jonker Walk and what are the best local foods in Melacca, besides Satay Celup. 

I used to think Jonker Walk is a night market, all the shops and stalls are closed during the day time.

It proved me wrong. Thank to this local Mohawk kid, he brought me here.

Jonker Walk during day time. This time I decided to try something else besides Satay Celup.

Calanthe Art Cafe, located within Jonker Walk, nearby pubs and cafes.

No.11, Jalan Hang Kasturi, Melaka 75200, Melaka

Featured in Lonely Planet Travel Guide Book.

Curry Mee with special sauce. Maximum satisfaction, it's my second bowl.

This cafe is the only cafe that sells 13 different coffees which representing 13 states. I ordered Negeri Sembilan Coffee, curious about the taste? *grin*


View from inside.

Shopping time. This time not talking about any brands of apparel, only local foods.

I bought these for myself and family.

And also these for my babies.

Specially for mommy.

How can I forget about their famous white coffee?

Everyone wants a sip of it. 2 packets @ RM25 only.
Snapping the lengluis.

Get this recycle bag for free for purchase RM80 and above.

I think my greatest enemy is my partner

Neither my friends, my best friends nor my family members.

Once, my close friend told me how to define close friend and best friend. Close friend is a person you can tell everything to him/her but you rather not to, while best friend is a person you need to tell him/her everything because they truly care for you. Honesty is the best policy, so before everything went pear-shaped, better have someone back you up by discussing the pros and cons, as well as the outcomes or consequences of doing it. Best friend is the person that will never turn him/her back on you, if they really mean a best friend to you. Tell me what you'll feel when a person that you made as a best friend of yours actually discriminated you?

I will never put the blame on anyone. I might questioning their honesty and loyalty, maybe I am too scared or expecting they will treat me like how I treated them, I want them to be as loyal as me and love me for who I am. When I questioning others, I am actually questioning myself, it's like a reflection; Maybe when I feel irritated, when I feel annoyed, when I feel sad, maybe they felt that too when I done something terribly ridiculous and incredibly bad.

Our emotion is what makes us human. Without it we are like empty shells. The only trouble with emotions is, at some point it gets the better of us. On the other hand, this also the particular trait that makes us reckless making decisions based on our impulse, think with our hearts not with our minds. Tell me who can you blame when you actually spoke out things that you'll regret of in the future? Can you ever have the thick face to put the blame on whoever made you angry or made you sad? Regrettably these happened on most of the people. The best thing about myself is I always have self-consciousness and better anger management, most importantly, I am a person who want to take responsibility of everything I have done, what I have said. When one day I said it, I really mean it. Even if it may sounds ridiculous and harsh, I still mean it and that's why I said it.

It is so true that we decide how we live our life. Most of the horrible moments happened is because we have no control over everything that happened, but this still does not give us the prerogative to blame it to others. Like I said, be a man, take the responsibility for your actions. I knew a half-man or should I said, a half-matured man that tend to deny what he said and done, when we argued about it, all he said is he remembers what he has done and nobody can put their words in his mouth. Ironically that, after happened for few times, I eventually realized that he definitely have the benefit from denying things because it will make him look better, while I don't see any point why should I put my words in his mouth, it doesn't benefit me at all by doing these, but more argument. I want to seek for the truth but I don't have the proof, but hey, again I heard it and I can still remember the scenes very well.

Back to my quote written above. My partner is the person I shared my stories the most, the person that I always turn to to seek for empathy, the person that I have my faith with. Many said should beware of the consequences of being so true, it's like you open up yourself without hesitation and you know you knew that your partner won't betray on you. My partners definitely is the only person that understand my fears, knowing my weaknesses. Sometimes I feel grateful that GOD sent my partner from above and accompany me all this while. I always tell myself my partner is my partner, not enemy, we are in the same line and we are not having war against each other. Like GAZA and ISRAEL. Imagine what will happen if they both knew the weaknesses and fears of each other? Tell me more about that. All that I can say is fatality and solid condemnation.

So tell me more what do you feel if this particular person chose to attack your weakness even if the situation is not as bad as what we thought? It may be a minor argument but unbelievable that your partner will chose to pick the weapon (Like Bazuka wtf) with the highest level of condemnation to bomb you into pieces. Hard to understand? For instance, my worst weakness is when people said I have a broad face, then when small problem occurred, your boyfriend yell at you saying you have a broad face and it disgusts him. Gosh, can you imagine how the girlfriend will feel about? On top of that, the girlfriend knew that she has a broad face and she is working hard to make it look better. But it was just out of a random day, usual small argument, her boyfriend condemned her by using her utmost weakness. What more can I say? It's not plainly a small argument anymore, what I see is the boyfriend would rather to speak the evil spells out to release his anger but to think twice what is the consequences if he did it. Losing the girlfriend is just a small matter, but you already make the girlfriend's heart went frozen and lost faith in you.

When you done something wrong, it will never went wrong if you admit it and apologize, or you are so damn wrong if you chose to give all sorts of great reasons of yours. Like you can say: "it is because this and that, and I am not totally wrong in it, and I don't mean to hurt you, it is also because you like this and that, that's why I like this and that." But it still not consider the valid reason to condemn your partner and hurt them with their utmost fear and weaknesses. I don't see any sense or any sign of regret by giving such reason, all I felt is stupidity and afraid of taking responsibility, as well as self-centered. Zero empathy, zero consciousness.

So when I think about what reason that lead us to such ending, I will then start to mirror at myself. Maybe I am too well in bringing an image of an arrogant person, self-centered and seems strong and heartless, so people will look deeper and find the most harsh way to put me down. To be frank, being arrogant and self-centered seems the best shade for me to defense myself, and to protect myself, I can be incredibly mean towards people just expecting such idiots wouldn't dare to mess with me, unless they are looking for more troubles. Even before they take the first step, I made my first move and condemn them. I done this repeatedly and one day I realized it may the best way but also the worst way because such actions make others misunderstood about you. Sounds awkward, I know.

All and all, people that I have faiths with never turn me down. They love for who I am. Once I said that I dislike Blair Waldorf from Gossip Girl because she's such a bully and enjoy condemning people. Then my best friend said owh you should mirror yourself then. Well leave this all alone, all I want to say is best friend and family are the people in life that can see you through as if you're naked from inside out. I don't mind them to point out my worse attitude because they want the best for me, but when a stranger did the same thing, he can just fuck off because I don't give a damn at all. Still I have mercy on such people, rather not to condemn because I don't know them neither. The difference between us is I have better matter not to condemn people I don't really know.

So one of my close friend betrayed me. It's just a plain sentence and it means nothing. I felt surprised but anything. Like I said we can't put the blame on others for treating us that way. It may be your fault or they are just simply against you, a fact that you can't change. I don't treat people I love that way, I also can't ask all the people that I care and I love to love me back, care for me more. I wanted to be greedy, but I know I can't. If someone betray you, or hurt you in any way, just bear in mind that, this person does not love you.

Maybe at this point I should stop being rebellious and just stay in my comfort zone. But it's my instinct to be optimistic and always think of the good side, I can be forgiveness but how can I repeatedly ignore my dignity and self-value? On top of it all, I'll angry with myself, my life, and others and this debilitating emotion is ruining my life.

Because you know you can always count on him.

On a random Sunday, as usual I skipped my breakfast. I was having CSI series marathon, thus I skipped my brunch or lunch. It's a regrettable pleasure. I have gastric problem, by telling you this, I guess you know what I mean now.

So when he asked where I want to go for food, I told him I can feed myself a cow! When this word came in my mind, I thought of meatballs. And when I think of meatballs, I started to crave for Ikea meatballs!

# Tell me how ignorance I can be. I never know that IKEA is selling can drinks. When I found out, woots!

It's only RM1.00 for each! Reasonable?

I wrapped it using newspapers and brought it home.

Vegetable Pasta with Tomato Sauce

Shrimps. First time attempt.


Urgh, I seldom take sweet, especially desserts and cupcakes! Dessert shown above is free for each pasta you ordered. Fed my dogs when back home.

What else but the famous meatballs! Generous portion of meatball sauce.

I always ask for extra raspberry, the combination may look awkward, but believe me, the taste is incredibly matching and delicious! Yum-yum!

Chicken Chop ordered by him.

It may look like freaking too much of order for 2 person. We killed time by chit-chatting and by slowly we finished all the food. IKEA fries is much of stomach-filler compared to fries from other fast-food restaurants. I will make sure I enjoy every single bite of it by dipping it with raspberry and meatball sauce.

New flavor. =)

Airasia is giving out free seats! Have anyone of you booked air tickets?

Air Asia promotions very attempting, especially their free seats! It makes people reschedule their time table just for the sake of free seats a.k.a cheap air tickets!

It makes me go oh-oh and hot tempered when I can't book even one. *sigh*

I hate love Air Asia. Because of him, everyone can fly.